Personally i think people are reading this as if it is a sensible mature post with a serious question, when it isnt.
You have created post after post after post after post after post after post after post after post after post after post.... asking questions, saying you dont know too much but you desperately want to learn!
And yet you not only ignore peoples advise but you then post complaining because you dont like the answers! If you dont like/dont want to take advise, that your loss but dont start complaining at people that took time to bother advising you...
.....aaaaand theres the brakes.
Someone once told me something that has stuck to this day;
"If someone takes the time to give you advice young boy, you bloody well stand there and listen". "You dont have to like it, and they could be the biggest fool for miles around, but if they took the time to give you advice, you take the time to listen, and come to your own conlusion".
Strangely, not only was he right, but he was my granddad, the biggest fool for miles around!
Im sorry Snake, but i cant disagree with most of the posts on here.....