kylealastairlove
Fish Addict
so fed up today,
i have no money in my bank, im currently doing a training course so i can work in the kitchen at a blind home. and everyday it seems like its worth it less and less. apparantly i will be paid at the end of the month for my work (its only for a casual job) but they have asked nothing about my bank details and stuff.
i would like to try and find a more worthwhile job because i really need money, i cant even buy myself anything to eat if i go out with friends but then i have to wait another month after getting about £40 for 4 days in training (not full days) then i have to wait through february and get nothing, then at the end of march, after i've done visual awareness training i finally finish the training and get some money, basically the only thing that is keeping me going is i got told that i will be going on a 1 day course to get my food hygiene qualification, which i guess will help me find jobs in kitchens and restaurants and so on...
same thing day in day out, with one of my friends as i don't see any others, starting to get really boring, not even a good friend sometimes
i just feel like i need to get out and see people that i used to see more often, but i just dont and i feel like i doubt anybody would come out just to see me!
i feel like im alone in this situation, maybe if i had a lady friend i would feel a bit better, but theres nobody for me, i've searched high and low but still not found the right girl, and i feel this person could really help me through all this at the moment as im just so fed up with everything
anyway my rant essay is over now lol! just needed to get that off my chest, sometimes i feel the best people to speak to about problems is those you dont know too well dont know why they just seem to give better advice !
i have no money in my bank, im currently doing a training course so i can work in the kitchen at a blind home. and everyday it seems like its worth it less and less. apparantly i will be paid at the end of the month for my work (its only for a casual job) but they have asked nothing about my bank details and stuff.
i would like to try and find a more worthwhile job because i really need money, i cant even buy myself anything to eat if i go out with friends
but then i have to wait another month after getting about £40 for 4 days in training (not full days) then i have to wait through february and get nothing, then at the end of march, after i've done visual awareness training i finally finish the training and get some money, basically the only thing that is keeping me going is i got told that i will be going on a 1 day course to get my food hygiene qualification, which i guess will help me find jobs in kitchens and restaurants and so on...same thing day in day out, with one of my friends as i don't see any others, starting to get really boring, not even a good friend sometimes
i just feel like i need to get out and see people that i used to see more often, but i just dont and i feel like i doubt anybody would come out just to see me!
i feel like im alone in this situation, maybe if i had a lady friend i would feel a bit better, but theres nobody for me, i've searched high and low but still not found the right girl, and i feel this person could really help me through all this at the moment as im just so fed up with everything
anyway my rant essay is over now lol! just needed to get that off my chest, sometimes i feel the best people to speak to about problems is those you dont know too well
dont know why they just seem to give better advice ! 
