Dont be silly, this isnt your fault, your great with your fish, spend ages looking after them.  I know its hard, I lost an entire tank of T>Aureus with a boiling heater, was completely gutted, then lost the parents (you may remember) and felt the same as you.  Currently going thru it again with thinking sell the fish, the tanks the lot because it would make life easier and ease some money worries, but Im resisting making a snap decision on it, because its likely something I would regret in the future.
So take a deep breath, have a cuppa and remember your doing a brilliant job and I know how well you look after all your pets, not just your fish.
				
			So take a deep breath, have a cuppa and remember your doing a brilliant job and I know how well you look after all your pets, not just your fish.
 
	             
 
		 
 
		
 , well unless I can put fish in it I dont notice a lot, so I looked at my sparkling clean fridge door. "I cleaned it Saturday while you took the dogs out! and I wiped that grotty tray on top of that little tank, but that wouldnt come clean!" She only used a spray cleaner, the fry tank is on the worksurface above the fridge and she used the same cloth to wipe the lid of the fry tank. I suspect the fumes/chemicals got into the water thats why they started dying off saturday evening/sunday so suddenly
 , well unless I can put fish in it I dont notice a lot, so I looked at my sparkling clean fridge door. "I cleaned it Saturday while you took the dogs out! and I wiped that grotty tray on top of that little tank, but that wouldnt come clean!" She only used a spray cleaner, the fry tank is on the worksurface above the fridge and she used the same cloth to wipe the lid of the fry tank. I suspect the fumes/chemicals got into the water thats why they started dying off saturday evening/sunday so suddenly 
 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		