lilfishie
Its a kinda MAGIC!! ^_^
Well my baby Blaze hasn't had a very good day, earlier i noticed a mark on him where he had torn away some of his scales, i could deal with that when i was told he would heal up nicely with clean water and antibacterial meds, checked on him just under an hour ago and looks like his swimbladder but it is worse than it was earlier this week, i moved him back into his tank still with only half water, hospital tank is currently holding my sisters guppies, so won't get it back until tomorrow, will move him straight in there and get the peas ready but i am begining to think i will never get my baby back how he was
i am trying to stay possitive but slowly realising that he is getting worse, i cannot bring myself to end his suffering yet or anytime soon, doubt i'll ever have the strength to do it. all i can do is hope and pray for him to make a miricle recovery and to make it worse i am going on holiday for 2 weeks starting next saturday, so if he hasn't improved by then i don't know what i'll do, i wouldn't be able to bear leaving him, living 14 days not knowing whether he is dead or not and whether the person feeding him is giving him peas not pellets. sorry to go on i have tears running down my face as i am typing this.
Sorry but thought i would brighten up the topic a bit with a few pics of the good times we have had.
This one was taken a few days after i got him
This one taken not long ago, he had seen Royal which is why he moved away form the camera
Flaring at Royal
Turning to flare at camera
Displaying to Royal (more like warning him who is boss
)
Thanks for reading and looking, needed to get all that out of my system
i am trying to stay possitive but slowly realising that he is getting worse, i cannot bring myself to end his suffering yet or anytime soon, doubt i'll ever have the strength to do it. all i can do is hope and pray for him to make a miricle recovery and to make it worse i am going on holiday for 2 weeks starting next saturday, so if he hasn't improved by then i don't know what i'll do, i wouldn't be able to bear leaving him, living 14 days not knowing whether he is dead or not and whether the person feeding him is giving him peas not pellets. sorry to go on i have tears running down my face as i am typing this.Sorry but thought i would brighten up the topic a bit with a few pics of the good times we have had.
This one was taken a few days after i got him
This one taken not long ago, he had seen Royal which is why he moved away form the camera
Flaring at Royal
Turning to flare at camera
Displaying to Royal (more like warning him who is boss
)
Thanks for reading and looking, needed to get all that out of my system
