I don't believe myself, I honestly don't. I did that stupid thing again with those plastic gloves on so I didn't have to wash my hands thoroughly in cold water before messing with the tank, and I ended up dipping my right hand below the wristline into the water and filling the glove up...
I took my hand out as quickly as possible, but I'd used more than enough soap before dinner, and hadn't washed my hands in cold water since then. Now I'm terrified about what it will do to the fish, and I've already done my 50% water change earlier today... I don't use activated carbon in the filter, and I honestly don't feel like rushing to do a huge water change at 8pm of the night in case I have polluted the water.
I just want these fish taken off me, I really do. This was all for one defrosted brine shrimp the fish had missed, just one brine shrimp. I feared it rotting and polluting the water, and had the smart idea of using the gravel vac to get it out without dipping my hands in...I did not pay attention at all to where my hands were above the water... Part of my brain told me not to mess about, to take the risk...look where I got myself by not leaving it in there.
I really want it to be over with these fish, I'm fed up. If I'm not obsessing about one thing, it's another, and then I go and screw things up and make things worse trying to fix things...
I took my hand out as quickly as possible, but I'd used more than enough soap before dinner, and hadn't washed my hands in cold water since then. Now I'm terrified about what it will do to the fish, and I've already done my 50% water change earlier today... I don't use activated carbon in the filter, and I honestly don't feel like rushing to do a huge water change at 8pm of the night in case I have polluted the water.
I just want these fish taken off me, I really do. This was all for one defrosted brine shrimp the fish had missed, just one brine shrimp. I feared it rotting and polluting the water, and had the smart idea of using the gravel vac to get it out without dipping my hands in...I did not pay attention at all to where my hands were above the water... Part of my brain told me not to mess about, to take the risk...look where I got myself by not leaving it in there.
I really want it to be over with these fish, I'm fed up. If I'm not obsessing about one thing, it's another, and then I go and screw things up and make things worse trying to fix things...