BettaMomma
Fish Aficionado
I'm going go go home for the night.
If he's meant to make it through the night, he will.
If he's not, he won't.
I think I've done all I can do for him now, and sitting here staring at him isn't going to make him miraculously recover. I'm sure he knows I'm here, and appreciates it, but I just can't do much more for him, unfortunately.
I've got a friend (and coworker) on call 24/7 to help me with euth. in case I have to do that. (GOD that would be awful) but I'm beginning to wonder if it IS that time. I'm pretty sure I can't do it myself so he said he would help should it come to that. I'd be a basketcase for weeks either way, but at least I could say goodbye and walk away with somewhat happy memories.
I just can't believe that it's come to this.
I really, really thought I was doing a great thing for little Amos boy when I picked up that tank. I was so happy that day.
If he's meant to make it through the night, he will.
If he's not, he won't.
I think I've done all I can do for him now, and sitting here staring at him isn't going to make him miraculously recover. I'm sure he knows I'm here, and appreciates it, but I just can't do much more for him, unfortunately.
I've got a friend (and coworker) on call 24/7 to help me with euth. in case I have to do that. (GOD that would be awful) but I'm beginning to wonder if it IS that time. I'm pretty sure I can't do it myself so he said he would help should it come to that. I'd be a basketcase for weeks either way, but at least I could say goodbye and walk away with somewhat happy memories.
I just can't believe that it's come to this.
I really, really thought I was doing a great thing for little Amos boy when I picked up that tank. I was so happy that day.

But you did what should have been the best for him. There was no way to know.
The rest is up to him.
Only one of his gills would flare out when he flared. And for the past couple of months he was a flaring fool. He flared when I got in to work and he swam over to see me - he flared when he saw me getting out the food jar - he flared when I pressed my index finger against the glass. He was even finally making really great little bubblenests.
The other female that was in with her doesn't look like she's going to make it either. Gosh, they feel like family! I don't even think of them as fish anymore... I think of them as my little babies.