dixaisy930
I'm trying really hard to act normal
It does sound like you really want a marine tank. Is this your fish fish tank? If so, just realize it's do able as a first, but it will take more work and much more research than a basic tropical community.
But, if you don't feel your ready for the extra care, you might want to consider a faux marine tank. You could buy the artificial corals, and I believe they even have fake starfish you could add. And you could add some pretty freshwater fish. Killifish, guppies, platys, dwarf gouramis. There are some very colorful freshwater shrimp, but you would most likely have to order them online.
But, if you don't feel your ready for the extra care, you might want to consider a faux marine tank. You could buy the artificial corals, and I believe they even have fake starfish you could add. And you could add some pretty freshwater fish. Killifish, guppies, platys, dwarf gouramis. There are some very colorful freshwater shrimp, but you would most likely have to order them online.