Why do I put myself through the distress of looking at bettas at the chain LFS? I can't bear it, I want to take them all home. They look at you with such eager little faces, or else they are barely moving at the bottom. Their fins are shreddy and they have white areas all over their bodies. Even PETCO who was doing so well, had such sickly looking bettas when I was there last night. I swear everytime that I will not go back-- yet I do in search of "the" betta, yet I so want to take home a sick one and nurse it back to health. Why don't I? Because I've spent hundreds of dollars on sick bettas and lost them anyway. It hnurts too much. Thnx for listening. 


