And you thought it couldn't get worse right?

[Elisabeth83]

Yesterday I posted about what a terrible past week I've had with loosing some of my fish. Well this morning I found one of my favorite female bettas dried up on the floor I just wasn't thinking last night after loosing my female peacock gudgeon that when I fed my bettas I forgot to put the small cover over a small opening on the top of the tank.

How stupid can I be? My peacock had just did a similar thing...you'd think I'd be fully aware but no I just forgot and went and watched tv.

I'm just so disappointed with myself right now

Here is a picture I took of her a couple of months ago blueberry

 

[smooth_bourbon]

I am very sorry for your loss. She was beautiful

 

[Naughtygirlrlw]

Oh Sweetheart! How horrible for you, especially after all the crap
you've been going through. BlueBerry was a very beautiful girl and
she knew that you loved her. Here is my shoulder...
RIP lil' BlueBerry

 

[modernhamlet]

I'm really sorry Elisabeth. Hang in there. It can't rain all the time...

 

[Elisabeth83]

Thanks for all of your kind words. I've been so depressed today..just feeling hopeless. It's hard to have any positive thoughts when everything is just going wrong.

I just cant believe the bad luck I am having. I haven't had any major problems in so long. When things hit they sure do hit hard. I'm trying to figure out if there is a point to all of this...like a meaning to it all Seems like I am being tested but I dont know why I need to be. I'm barely handling all of this

 

[rdd1952]

Sorry to hear about another loss. I know it may not seem like it but things will get better.

 

[WILDER]

Me to sorry elizabeth R.I.P.