I started the day like any other. Not sure why it decided to hit me hard. I lost one of my favorite fish at the age of 8 years old. A big male geophagus tapajos. Dead, just flat dead.
Apparently, my middle child is allergic to walnuts. The boys wanted to eat the Sargentos fast breaks we have in the fridge(cheese, walnuts and cranberries). Cool, I had a fish to bury and a tank to investigate. Middle son began coughing after eating, must be wrong tube. Got him a drink of water. Within an hour his eyes are nearly swollen shut, nose, tongue and cheeks also swollen. WTH! Luckily I have hydroxyzine for him for seasonal allergies, gave him a dose and watched him like a hawk. He is much better now.
Dante, Sunday he started to act odd. He still acted mostly himself but I thought better check it out. All the labs came back with a high probability he has Lymphoma. He is almost 12, putting him through chemo is not fair for anyone, not him and not the family. He is now in the pallitive care stage of life, which I can't handle. He is my best boy dog, he isn't supposed to die!(I am aware all things die eventually, believe me, but I don't know how I can ever say goodbye to him)
Today sucked.
Apparently, my middle child is allergic to walnuts. The boys wanted to eat the Sargentos fast breaks we have in the fridge(cheese, walnuts and cranberries). Cool, I had a fish to bury and a tank to investigate. Middle son began coughing after eating, must be wrong tube. Got him a drink of water. Within an hour his eyes are nearly swollen shut, nose, tongue and cheeks also swollen. WTH! Luckily I have hydroxyzine for him for seasonal allergies, gave him a dose and watched him like a hawk. He is much better now.
Dante, Sunday he started to act odd. He still acted mostly himself but I thought better check it out. All the labs came back with a high probability he has Lymphoma. He is almost 12, putting him through chemo is not fair for anyone, not him and not the family. He is now in the pallitive care stage of life, which I can't handle. He is my best boy dog, he isn't supposed to die!(I am aware all things die eventually, believe me, but I don't know how I can ever say goodbye to him)
Today sucked.